So I was talking to /Seven/ who by the way likes his code name lol and we were chilling and the topic of how the hell we're going to figure out our wedding plans. It's going to be one hell of a ride..........

So I was told to start one of these types of these as a theraputic way of getting things out of my system as a way to vent...  I wonder how this is going to work out...

Also my code name for a certain fiance of mine is going to be /Seven/ I will get this approved with him but for the time being that will be his code name I can feel already that this is going to be one interesting experience and yea....

Let's get this started... I have an addiction problem and I think certain people want to get me addicted to something that is actually healthy for me.. not certain ther outlets. Things just keep coming up as things do and take over my life. Destroying it a little at a time. Isn't that marvelous lol. Well yea.......

Well good news is that I recently got engaged and It's marvelous. He is such a wonderful man that I am absolutely in love with. I don't want to run away. I do still feel the need to move but I know that he is willing to be patient with me so that is good....

Breathe... yay so my head is everywhere right now lol